seriously, today is not a good day.
i think i failed my jap test. i fell asleep during the listening. like really. and so i just wrote some crap. and well, i left a lot of blanks. stupid thing.
after that i got mysteriously separated from ky and shimin but we were reunited. whatever. then we kinda got cheated for the icecream we bought. what the.

anyway, in school
shirley caught me for my skirt. hello? are you BLIND, woman? soohan's skirt is obviously shorter than mine. and my skirt was like at my knee. >| crap you.
ya so anyway when i got back to class i folded it again. crap you shirley.
so we ate chips in class. loads of chips! emma's chips!
oh and in the end we didnt present our drama. WHAT GARBAGE.
ya so after that was mass dance. hahahahahahhahaha nvm shant elaborate.
and then it was math where we were all so happy. and the happiness turned into anger; hatred; sadness; whatever negative emotions luh. all thanks to mrhan. and then like, sunlao came in and i just got madder. seriously, i'd be better if mrhan said it. i mean, ya he did announce our seats. but if sunlao announced it instead, she's a dead duck. seriously. ya so now i'm right in the front. a seat away from gail. freak la. i want to sit with gail. i want back our original positions. now without gail, i see no point in bringing tommy nor my blue pencilcase. gail won't use my markers nor pens anymore. i'll miss that. i want to go back to our original seats.
and i need to get this out of my head.
sunhongmei, if you really think that by changing our seating positions, we'll bond better with our classmates, get to know each other, help each other in the aspect of our studies, you are WRONG. you're SO WRONG. and we are going to PROVE YOU WRONG. now that our cliques are entirely separated, don't you even realise that the cliques who hate each other [eg our clique and them] have to do groupwork together, the result will be rubbish. think about it. surely the clique members of those 2 cliques wouldnt want to work together. put yourself in our shoes, would you like it? and you keep trying to seem so sympathetic and all that, but in the end, what can you do? you can't even make an effort to alter our seats again. jiangyue fought till she cried. eunice fought till she cried. so many fought for the opportunity to return to our previous seats. but what can you do? you nod your head and say you understand, but do you really understand? NO, YOU DON'T don't think that our class is like other classes, where you can just change our seats and make us deal with it. no, we're not like that. you know very well how bad we can get, so why don't you make an effort to prevent us from getting to be the worst we can get? and you must be completely dumb to put the shortest person in class behind one of the tallest people in class. that's INSANE okay? and you are so biased. you put jasmine and cherie together. you put ethel and emma together. so many people you put together, yet you can't put the whole group together? seriously, what is wrong with you. you say that separating us is for our own good, but don't you realise that if we're seated together, we'd have a better influence on each other. sitting with us, yumi could concentrate. with cheryl, she couldnt. sitting with me, gail slept a lot less. with cherie and soohan, she slept everyday. sitting with ziyan, all of us has gotten somewhat more hardworking. sitting with jasmine made me just play the whole day. so you see, we help each other when in doubt. we guide each other along. we teach each other if we're not sure of something. we're good helpers to each other. you know so well that the class dislikes you. it's so obvious. unless you're blind. but you're not. your eyes are so sharp and you always spot me writing letters. oh wow. anyway, you already know that we dislike you, are you trying to make us dislike you even more? to the extent of hating you? no right? well, you brought it upon yourself. some things have limits, and i think that you're pushing our limits too far. there are certain things in this world that cannot be changed. no matter how much you try to change it, you can't. you can't change the fact that our class is like that, segregated and with substandard grades. sitting with each other will just improve our grades. and you've seen an improvement, haven't you? well, i have. so IN YOUR FACE, SUNLAO. watch us. we'll rebel.